Can Anyone Relate???

How is everyone this week? It has been a week and so much is on my mind it seems. Monday started off rough by my two year old daughter's daycare giving her milk when she is very allergic to it and then didn't even bother to let me know til 4pm that evening. That has been handled though. Then my eight month old Abigail she has got an upper respiratory infection. So have had my hands full this week dealing with my kiddos. I love being a mommy more than any amount of words can say. No matter what challenges come my way there is nothing that would change how I feel about my babies. Though with school, work, and just everyday juggling my time being a single mom I felt I had to get away. I feel so guilty I guess disappointed in myself for having the thoughts of having to get away. Last night I put them to bed and got their Mimi to babysit and just went and played bingo. I did the same thing last weekend. For the last three years I have not done much. I just feel at times I need to get away and have a little time for myself. Just a little me time. Please don't get me wrong I love my time with my children and I never want to take my attention away from them. We are the three musketeers? Why do I feel guilty as a mother for needing time away? I get time away at work but it is not the same. I did put them to bed before I went to bingo and tucked them in. I love my babies so much and they are the most precious to me. Thinking about taking my two year old bumper bowling? I think she would enjoy it. She has her dance recital coming up on 16th of June. Its a tap and ballet recital and I can't wait. So how is everyone else doing? How is online school going? Sometimes I wonder if sitting on campus would of been easier or if I would be absorbing the information better on campus. I say this because it seems like there is so much to do in a week within online schooling its like a fast track program and I want to learn it all but absorb as much information as possible too. I thought it would be convenient to do it at home but my little ones seem to time everything they need when I time for my schoolwork. I try to wait until they are in bed but by then it is so hard to concentrate cause I am ready for bed. I would like to hear how it is going for everyone.